Thursday, September 20, 2007

the begginning of the end?

Okay, so I am officially a blogger. I never thought it would happen to me. I always felt like blogging was so self-indulgent. Like who really wants to read my thoughts and feelings? It's a scary thought but alas, I am here. You won't get any of the really good stuff - that I have to save for my real journal....but here I am. This is probably a pretty good time to start writing becuase I feel like I am in the midst of a mid-mid life crises. I don't really know what I want to do with my life. I was supposed to go back to school in January in Education, but it just doesn't seem exciting. It's too safe, and I don't want to live the rest of my life "safe". That's why I moved 3,000 miles away from home when I was 19. Ha! So I've decided to maybe persue an MA in creative writing.

Step 1 - stop being scared
Step 2 - start writing, like for real!
Step 3 - stop being scared

So this is my first step to get comfortable with my own writing and in my own skin. I've always wanted to write my own book but I've just been too scared because I am terrifed of rejection. But I have to start somewhere...and so I begin...

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